You Vs. Them

Who are you? Like really...who are you? I've asked myself and other this question a lot lately. In my journey to self, I constantly battle my ego for domain rights, and she's one touch cookie. When did I become this version of me? The one that allowed others opinions of who I should be, what I should do, and whats best for me to be dictated by someone else. Like the fuck! How can someone tell ME what's best for ME and 9 time out of 10, their lives are shit. Getting to this space wasn't easy. The battles, heart breaks, deception,  manipulation,  hurt, grief,  all of it. Crazy how I was questioned as to how I can still love. I can because I am! This pandemic, in the beginning, I was like everyone else until Divine started working on me, kneading me like dough. January was pivotal for me as I knew it would be since I had the inside drop from this astrologer 🥴. It started with a bird shitting on my head, yup and it got all over my face. Bird shit dripping in the side of my face as I await the bus, line full of people. The dude next to me, Louie V drip from head to toe, slid to the left so fast, surprised he didn't break his ankle.  Then a series of what some would consider peculiar events commenced and I'm here now. Who are you? What make you happy? What make you smile? What drives you? Recharges you? Grounds you? How do you see your life? What are your goals? Before considering others, as they've probably already popped in your head just reading this.  Consider maybe that's what needs to change. You first for a change. You first from now on. You first moving forward! Watch how life opens its arms to embrace you. Allow those who need to fall away , fall.